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Today was hard. Well, hard is an understatement.

I still can’t believe that our relationship came to this… a restraining order? I thought he loved me. He wasn’t supposed to hurt me.

It was so hard not to look at him in court. I just wanted to scream at him… to demand him why he did this to me? To us?

The judge made me point him out, and I couldn’t hold it in any longer. Tears streamed freely down my cheeks. How could he do this to me? I loved him.