Wednesday, February 7, 2001

"Be loving towards yourself, then you will be able to love others too." - Osho


I decided to talk about controlling factors today. The way that they’d check on their girlfriends every move, the way they’d pick and choose who she could hang out with, where they could hang out, when they could hang out, and for how long.

Of course I received every excuse under the sun as to why they do these things, and that “they’re needed,” but it’s all about control… the minute they don’t have it is the minute that they loose it and try to get it in a more physical way.

I’m starting to hit these boys with some tough love. 

Monday, February 5, 2001

Ring, ring, ring


I keep getting random phone calls. Someone calls and as soon as I answer they either hang up or stay silent for thirty seconds before hanging up. I think it’s Nick.

I really wish he would stop. He’s hurt me enough already.